Sunday, July 20, 2008

First Entry - Realization

Realizing things that had been so relevant with my life up to now as a fallacy makes me wonder what have I've been doing all this time.

When I was younger and up to a moment ago, I was always thinking that if somehow I was given some kind of power or I was in a different world where magic exist, I'll practice it until I've exhausted myself so that I'll be great on it. My plan is to train everyday from morning til dusk so that I'll be better than anyone. Unfortunately, through all my fantasies, I think I've somehow missed the point of the training...

Today, after reading a certain story, it makes me wonder... What's the difference of studying magic all day long and studying lessons from school? Seems that I have been wasting a lot of time on my fantasies and never realizing the truth that been in front of me all this time. Maybe if I had just been more wiser before, maybe things would turn out differently. But I guess it's too late for that now, I can only make this as a part of my experience and makes myself wiser so a similar mistake will be avoided.